Here it is Monday night and we leave Wednesday morning for
Baltimore! I CANNOT believe it! We are so close to the appointment. What am I feeling?
Overwhelmed – so much to do, in so little time!
Nervous – Baby and 10+ hour car ride (and that’s if we
didn’t stop or hit any construction). Oh
yea, I get car sick too. Plus I know
I’ll be a ball of nerves leaving my oldest behind… which brings us to the next
emotion.
Sad – I do not, I repeat DO NOT want to leave my 2 year old
Mimi. I don’t think she’ll understand us
leaving her but taking Elsie. Plus, I’ll
just plain miss her.
But, most of all I am EXCITED! – I am excited to meet Dr. S,
Dr. H, Lee a nurse and the rest of the RIAO team. I know we’ll soon spend lots of time here, so
I’m looking forward to essentially acquainting myself to a large part of our
future. Wednesday is the first step into
a major life event, so how could this not be exciting. I’m very optimistic – I
know God will take care of Elsie and I truly believe that RIAO is where we’re
supposed to go!
Expectant – Let it be known, I have high expectations of
this trip. Up through now, we have very
little answers on plans for the future, just a list of possibilities. However, I am confident that with Dr. H and
Dr. S’s experience, they will be able to give us a fairly accurate picture of
what Elsie will be facing in the next 14-16 years.
Finally, I’ve never been to Maryland, so it’ll be fun to
visit a new place even if expedited!
No comments:
Post a Comment